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Claire Blackshaw

I’m a queer Creative Programmer, with a side dish of design and consultancy, and a passion for research and artistic applications of technology. I work as a Technical Director at Flammable Penguins Games on unannounced title. I've had a long career in games and I still love them, also spent a few years building creative tools at Adobe. Love living in London. When I'm not programming, playing games, roleplaying, learning, or reading, you can typically find me skating or streaming on Twitch.

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Still Dreaming: Bits and Bobs from the Dreams Days

TLDR: Cleaning my study for the first time since 2020 turned up a pile of bits and bobs from the Dreams days. Some random reflections: Twitch and the Dreams community, presenting the first Impy for Favourite Streamer, the signals gadget that never shipped, telling VRChat about OSC, and a launch that COVID wrecked. I'm still dreaming.


Doing a bit of a cleanup of my study trying to rearrange everything and I've just been sorting through and I found these bits and bobs from the Dreams days.

So I thought I'd share some random reflections.

A desk covered in Dreams memorabilia: a purple Impys card with the Mm logo, Edge magazine issue 316 from March 2018 with Dreams on the cover, GTC 19 photobooth prints, a pink Media Molecule sticker, an Mm badge and a Dreams badge

Twitch and the Dreams Community

The Impys presenter card for Favourite Streamer. The printed text says the category was put to the Dreams community and the team learned things about their own game from watching streams. Handwritten in red: pause, and the winner is Project Genesis

I joined Justin.tv because of StarCraft and set up Jagex's first account and streams. Made the first Twitch Plays game (long story) and it got me the job at PlayStation where I worked closely with Twitch in the early days and YouTube etc... For me the Dreams community and Twitch were perfect.

Building the extension I was constantly frustrated I couldn't do more and I had so many cool things cooking. So a highlight was to get to present the first Impy for Favourite Streamer.

Pixel art pin badge of a grinning ginger and white cat waving

You're not meant to have favourites. Esp as a dev but I really enjoyed hanging out in Keld's streams... Still wonder what he is doing these days.

He had an awesome vibe and creativity that I enjoyed.

Telling Stories

I've written and directed plays and the potential to create stories for me was huge. With the state of WebXR and WebGPU I wonder if we could be doing spatial video export to web now.

This series always made me think of an early 2000s flash ninja anim series about a travelling lonely ninja.

A printed still from Noguchi's Bell, made in Dreams: a wide eyed young man in a dark scarf, and a grinning old man with blue hair and a striped hat with his arm around himHandwritten postcard to a fellow samurai from Noguchi Michio, thanking me for helping with the journey and signing off to get back to training with that salty old noodle head. Stay Awesome Samurai!

Ways to Perform

A pink Media Molecule sticker of a tall grinning character with its arms up, and a pink Mm badge

Always wanted to capture more ways to perform. Multiplayer, Twitch and voice commands showed me we needed a generic signals API to super boost. Client couldn't keep up. I thought I had the solution. It was a gadget that never shipped and one of the last things Alex and I worked on before we left.

I stayed a bit longer to put a ribbon on it in the hopes it would ship... Never did. Though my next job was a choice between nDreams, Adobe and VRChat. I told VRChat about this cool spec OSC and what the XR, mocap and other communities were doing with it and my ideas... They shipped it.

Highs and Lows

Photobooth prints from GTC 19, the SIE Worldwide Studios Game Technology Conference. Four people in party props pose in front of a Dreams backdrop, with a second print behind using a God of War backdrop

It was some of the highest and lowest points of my career with an intensity that no other project has matched. The bright spark was the people. I really miss them and COVID wrecked us, it just hit at the worst time.

2020 was meant to finally be the year I streamed more, did more talks (I had a bunch lined up) and shared all the awesome. Launch was fucked and I hated how online communities changed. Stopped streaming.

Mostly recovered now but it took a long long time. Also my ADHD is medicated thank fuck.

Conclusion

The study floor mid sort: piles of books and comics, stacked jigsaw puzzles, VR headsets, drawing tablets, keyboards and cables, with the Impys card in the corner

I should get back to sorting this mess. First time doing it since 2020.

I'm excited with what I'm doing and hope you are all doing well.

I'm still dreaming.

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